Life these days...

Well I was thinking I really wanted to share with everyone some of my frustrations...I know this isn't pleasant but it sure hasn't been pleasant deal with it either. So here we go...I am currently working three jobs, YES 3 (they all have their positives and negatives) I have a husband who is stuck at a dead end job, with no definite future careers (but we are still praying that this one pulls through)...one car between the two of us (Aaron's car is dead)...my legs hurt from working as a cashier all day today...Aaron was off of work today...I was in hopes that he had done what he said he was going to do and mow the lawn, I get home and find out he did NOTHING all day long, LOVELY. I have no strength to do it myself. I have no clean clothes for work tomorrow. Don't feel like doing it either. My dog is not in the back yard, WHERE IS SHE...I truly felt it would have been better if she ran away, and then guess what she greets me at my car door when I pull up...DARN. When will this all stop. I did indeed pray that the Lord would bring me a job that I enjoy, I didn't know he was going to bring three that I enjoy. If and when Aaron gets this new job, I have the option of quitting one, two or all of my jobs, I really don't know which one I would give up... I'm trying not to think about that until it happens, don't want to get my hopes up. There is a bottom line to this all...I truly feel unappreciated for it all. I know I shouldn't really expect others to notice my hard work but darn it, it sure would be nice for someone to say you know what Michelle I see all that you have done for me, or this company I would like to reward you. I know that is lil michelle talkin but she's as really as I am sitting here typing to you. Well I think I might be done for now so I shall go. Type more later.